I seem to be pulling away from friends and family. I just always end up separating myself from the group. If people are over visiting I call it an early night or make excuses to lock myself in my room. I ignore calls from people when I know they are calling to ask me to go do something. I just don't know how not to feel so blah or tired to want to do something. I also get upset when I see everyone able to do all these things and have no thoughts on what could go wrong with the situation and dwell on them like I am constantly doing.
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