ugh, i get so sick of the everyday life. like, i feel like i need to hide this disease and be ashamed of my life and who i am and things i've been through. i have to pretend to be so normal, and i'm not! i hate that so much. i wish everyone had mental disorders so that it didn't carry such stigma. not really, i'm just saying that cos i'm frustrated. i wouldn't wish this upon anyone. why is it that the world favors normal ppl anyway? i mean, what percentage of us are really normal? sorry i'm just being pissy. also starting to feel a little bit delusional about things-theres a lot there to explain so i'll just say that my perception of reality is slightly skewed for the worse. right now i just feel like i hate everyone. i just want to fight. thank god everyone here is sleeping. i miss sleep, what is it again? grrr...
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