I'm waiting on my ride to take me to my doc's. I still havn't decided what all I'm going to say to him. I wish I had written a letter, but those usually get me committed. Today is hubby's birthday, so I really really do NOT want to be committed today. I want to do something nice for him... not abandon him when he needs me. If I tell my doctor about the voices and suicidal stuff he might commit me. I'm scared. I need help, but I'm scared of it. The consequenses of the court case against me could be bad. What if I lose custody of my son over this?
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