I don't know what else to do. I have no money for the meds I need. People say go to the help sites. Have you ever tried to navigate them? It's too much for me. My brain cannot handle it. I have very little skin left on my right arm. I have not shaved or had a haircut since May. I have been outside exactly 4 times since May. I seriously don't know what's keeping me alive right now. I barely eat or drink. My wife brings me food and I take a bite or two and let the dog have the rest. Who knows ... this might be my last post.
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