I just cant cry one more day. I dont know why I care. He hurt me so much and I cant get over him or what he did/does. Its like every couple of weeks he finds away to hurt me. Its been 1 1/2 years since he cheated, spent all the money, and then left me and the kids. He left all the resposibilities to me and I cant do it anymore. I always cry. I hurt so much. He is so happy in his life even though I know his friends have a huge part to do with it. He blames me for when IO got sick but yet is in denial of his BP. 18 yrs for what. Someone tell me how not to care and to stop hurting so much. I cant go on 1 more day like this. I am on my medsd and dont miss them ever. Its just my broken heart that wont heal. Why? Please help me.
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