I just joined yesterday, and already feel like I am going to like it here :) I wrote a couple sentences on my profile page about me. I have yet to speak to a therapist, but know that I need to because I am feeling out of control, unable to control my thoughts, emotions, actions, just feeling an emptiness inside, but at the same time filled with so much, if you've experienced it you know what i mean. I have always been misunderstood and now I feel like I know why. I did my first research on bi polar disorder yesterday, and I am definitely identifying with a large group of the symptoms of mania and depression. With no insurance it's kind of hard to seek help, but I have the number to NAMI here, and am going to call them Monday to set up an appointment, I'm nervous tho, I don't want to do this alone, but I can't involve my family, I don't want them to know. Ahh..this is new to me, but at the same time familiar, like I feel i was meant to find this place, hope I make some great friends here ;)
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