I am pregnant, jobless, broke, severely mentally depressed and always have been, car will not start so I am stranded, hungry, no family close by, no friends, taking money occasionally from my ex only if I "give" him sex, anxiety ridden, and hopeless. Nothing is logistically going right in my life, making money, getting medicaid, housing, etc I am trying everything to survive, and then mentally my depression is eaing me alive. I am scared and alone. I can't barely even take care of myself, how can I take care of an unborn baby? I already have 1 child and I am putting everything into raising her. I am so tired. I am living off fumes. Everything that could go wrong has. I am so lost. I want to die. How do I keep going when I don't even now how to deal with this?
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