first off i dont need any lectures about what i have done wrong and how i should have talked with my pdoc i already know that.....i have not taken my meds in probably about 3 weeks or so and in that time had some very manic days but now (suprise suprise) am crashing quite hard and fast. I am irritable and tearful and i feel like everyone is trying to controle me with the meds. i am scaired to call my dr because of all the things i am thinking in my head ......... i think he will put me away! maybe i wont call i dont know
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