I can't believe this. I am so exhausted all I want to do is sleep a few hrs. I took my 1st dose of Seroquel tonight at 7 pm. An hour later I was minutes from heading to the ER. I think it was a mix of a panic attack with effects of meds. I felt so messed up. Drugged. I wanted to swallow alot from my mouth being dry and was freaking out it took a few trys to do it. I went to drink water and gasped for breath, like my brain could not handel doing both at the same time. It took almost an hr. from when it started to subside and still NO sleep not even a minute!!!! Ha, I was worried I was gonna sleep 14 hrs. If the Dr. says to increase the Seroquel, I'm gonna go postal. I just want to sleep without freakish nightmares or feeling like....I can't even aduquately descibe my terror from med effects. This is my 4th sleepless night. I can go on like this.
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