I feel that everyone in my life is against me and that no one understands me or my issues. I feel as if everyone hears them and thinks that I am making it all up. I suppose paranioa has snuk back in as well as the rapid cycling. I am scared that I will lose my job, that my family will be broke and that I am the cause of it all. Plase give me a little hope of encouragement. I need it bad.
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