When is the right time to tell someone u r falling in love with them? I gave him the key i got for him.. he thought it was a sweet thing for me to do .. he really liked it a lot. we were laying in bed the other night and i just kept looking away and he asked me what was wrong and i was like... im just setting myself up to getting hurt again.. and he got up and looked at me right the the eyes and he was like im not going to hurt u... trust me like u want to be treated and everything will be ok... so i dont know well see... i have a hard time trusting guys that I am with now because of all that I have been in... it bits but thats just the way it is for now me... i have a big wall up now and its going to take a lot to take it down. But I am really falling hard for him and thats what getting to me.. hes so good to me and kylie.. i cant ask for better when it comes to kylie and him... he does more for her then her own father does for her.. and hes good to me too.. i dont know.. iv been down just down down down... walking around with a sad face even tho im smiling people r like whats wrong and its like nothing really.. i dont know... i thought the meds where going to help with all of this and its helping some but im still blah blah blah and i dont like it.. is this ever going to end or what??
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