Not only do I have Bipolar. My mom is an OCD hoarder aka disposaphobic. I have managed to keep the kitchen, bathroom and bedroom clean but the rest is chaos. I give and take so much abuse and refuse to kill myself over her and the chaos I feel forced to live in. Living in her house impairs me more than helps and how am I suppose to help my mom when I don't have a place to energize myself to take more abuse the next day?
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