Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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Could I have let my friends and family know more about how I feel? Today I went and told them all that I was in bad shape. I feel like everybody just ignores that I am like this. I was not looking for attention. I just went to them and laid it out that I really need help, and they all just smiled and acted like I was being my silly old self telling jokes. I even went to one of my best friends and told him and he just kept playing his video game adn wouldnt listen to me.
If my mother was around maybe she could have helped me but I probably wouldnt have told her anyways cause I dont want to worry anyone. I feel so weird, it is like being scared and not scared at the same time. I thought that I actually set up a netowrk to help me, I thought that I could use it or they would notce. I wanted to hang out with my brother or dad and maybe get hugged by someone I loved, but I dont know what. I hope that tonight isnt going to be expensive. I probably need to call a cab and go somewhere that I cant be foudn. BUt I wish that I had a warmer coat.
If my mother was around maybe she could have helped me but I probably wouldnt have told her anyways cause I dont want to worry anyone. I feel so weird, it is like being scared and not scared at the same time. I thought that I actually set up a netowrk to help me, I thought that I could use it or they would notce. I wanted to hang out with my brother or dad and maybe get hugged by someone I loved, but I dont know what. I hope that tonight isnt going to be expensive. I probably need to call a cab and go somewhere that I cant be foudn. BUt I wish that I had a warmer coat.
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