ok let me start by giving a small back ground of my story im 20 years old and 2 21/2 years ago i met a man online and 3 weeks later moved across the country to be with him and i can thank impulsiveness for that thanks to bp i have that bad well anyways weve been married since august and again i think that was impulsiveness im not happy and havent been in a very long time i live away from ne family.....him and i see totally opposite on things and he can be an ass like this am he woke up and his boxers werent clean and he threw a fit and started telln me how he doesnt want me around nemore and shit which is fine by me ill leave netime well it went on and on and he said i can pay my own bills and i said fine ill get a job he said how u retarded bitch i mean bipolar bitch ur to crazy to hold a job.....he doesnt understand what i go thru when i cant sleep or cant get up to do things around the house he doesnt understand that i dont have it in me.....i have no friends here and I think that half of my issues is from him im not allowed to do anything on my own such as go out with friends if i had ne hahah hes controlling and always wants to be together i just dont know what to do anymore i need to leave but for some reason i get stuck theres been times ive thought about checkn myself in to a hospitial just so i can get away from him and spend the nights with out him i dont know what to do we live with his parents and his sister and her fiance and baby live here i cant live this way im not use to it i need help guys :(
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