Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
ok let me start by giving a small back ground of my story im 20 years old and 2 21/2 years ago i met a man online and 3 weeks later moved across the country to be with him and i can thank impulsiveness for that thanks to bp i have that bad well anyways weve been married since august and again i think that was impulsiveness im not happy and havent been in a very long time i live away from ne family.....him and i see totally opposite on things and he can be an ass like this am he woke up and his boxers werent clean and he threw a fit and started telln me how he doesnt want me around nemore and shit which is fine by me ill leave netime well it went on and on and he said i can pay my own bills and i said fine ill get a job he said how u retarded bitch i mean bipolar bitch ur to crazy to hold a job.....he doesnt understand what i go thru when i cant sleep or cant get up to do things around the house he doesnt understand that i dont have it in me.....i have no friends here and I think that half of my issues is from him im not allowed to do anything on my own such as go out with friends if i had ne hahah hes controlling and always wants to be together i just dont know what to do anymore i need to leave but for some reason i get stuck theres been times ive thought about checkn myself in to a hospitial just so i can get away from him and spend the nights with out him i dont know what to do we live with his parents and his sister and her fiance and baby live here i cant live this way im not use to it i need help guys :(
-
I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
-
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
I once went out to arizona for "love" 3 months later I returned home destitue heartbroken, and just over all of it....
Moral of the story
I make mistakes too, then I get to make new choices and try again... I can't tell you what to do, but follow your heart....
just like ragu, its in there
You can try reasoning with him, even take him to one of your pdoc appointments, but I sure wouldn't place money, on the odds of something great happening.
Chalk everything up to one of life's experiences. Do you have kids? That could complicate matters, but, if you're single... move forward and don't look back.
I've started over about 6 times, in my life. I know it's hard, but your physical and mental health are important. You're number 1, remember that.
Next time, and there will be a next time... check the guy out, a little bit better before you just uproot yourself.
Men are like bus's... miss the first one... just wait a few minutes... another one will come along.
Take care! Good luck! Best wishes!
You're suffering after just a few short years. I hate saying talk to a therapist though.. I'd rather just ask you if you have a relative you can stay with until you sort this through while out of his controlled atmosphere. You have BD and need to be able to take care of yourself. If he doesn't understand... or doesn't care to try, then you shouldn't be with him IMHO. He is abusive. I hope you go home.