i know i shouldn't be writing on here as i have to many problems and burdening others is just wrong. I am crawling out of my skin. i call it my angry manic moments, but then i cry so hard my chest hurts. i odnt know what to do with myself. i feel so horrible,like if there was a light at the end of the tunnel, i would slip, fall and break my leg so i still wouldn tmake it. yes this is self pity, but all i want is out of my skin.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??