i need to smoke pot, i can't relax at all when i'm out meeting new people, or even if it's just my old friends. i get nervous, hands sweat, heart beats fast, then i just want to go home. i try to quit, but all my friends smoke and do other drugs in front of me, so it's hard.it's sad to watch ur friends destroy themselves and their lives while everything you tell to help them, they toss to the side.i'm bi-polar, so they tell me and my phycyatrist is scarred that i might not be here long.im stuck at home, can't work, too nervous to try to talk to anyone new,it's sucks. i really want too stop the medication, it made my head crazy, i hate my brain now.i loved working on cars b4, but now i hate doing anything, i've been under doctors care for years, and i'm sick of taking medicine, i've tried to stop, but that gets's me in trouble, i have a suspended license, many felonies, and i'm only 18, any advice...lol