I am upset. I am irritated. I am hurt. I had a few miller lites. It is hot and i am too cheap to turn on my central air. So I am ornery. Will any body want to help me? I doubt it because I usually am the one helping and not asking for help. I am supposed to be a good girl and not act inappropriately. I am supposed to be in a good mood and set agood example. Guess what? I am human and I hurt to. Will I get any support from those that accuse me of not supporting? I doubt it. I'm sure that this post will be a couple pages down by the time that I wake up. Maybe a couple posts but very few I'm sure. I may be a strong survivor in my life but even I have feelings and get hurt too. Unfortunately there are too many that do not really give a damn but expect me to . I don't want to leave. I want to be here for those that i love and to feel the love from those that i know love me. Why does this place have to be so damn difficult???????
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