When I look in the mirror.. I look like 2 different people. I don't know why, its just sometimes I don't mind looking at the face I see, I might even think I look pretty. But then the other times I am disgusted and ashamed to look at the face I see, and its not what I feel, its what I see.. I think.. I don't know why and I've never followed this to see if they coincide with certain moods.. I just wonder if I'm the only one??
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