i was recently diagnosed bp and put on lithium. after some adjustments, i feel sane for the first time since about 1986. i am having trouble dealing with the realizations i am having concerning my life for the past 20 years....i mean, things weren't as i thought they were. i attributed behaviors to people (like my ex) that i now know weren't real. unfortunately, it's too late to recover my marriage, but how do i handle the knowledge of the things that i have done and said that have hurt others and caused pain. i hope this makes sense to others because it's very hard to explain.
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