I am Haveing Some Bad thoughts. I hate them. I feel Like no One Likes Me or cares what I Think.I can Not Please Anyone.I feel Stupid.I feel like Crying my eyes Out. Sometimes I dont know Why I even try anymore.I am Never Gonna Be good Enough For Anyone. I feel Like A Pile Of Shit.I am hearing voices.Any Suggestons On how to get Them to Stop?I dont know What to do Everyone is Asleep right now My mom has A head Ache And my brother has a bad tooth ache and I am up alone.I need someone to talk to me please I dont wanna do anything I am gonna regret.I still have 1 hour before I take my Meds So please someone talk to me.
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