I had a weird week... Apart from Monday, my whole week was pretty much awesome, but today just sucked ass. My doctor told me I'm probably suffering from a pretty mild case of bipolar right now. Cuz when I'm feeling good, I'm awesome, but when I'm down, it's like everything goes wrong. I suddenly start obsessing over what everyone thinks of me, even if I know that ppl generally like me, and I compare myself to everyone, a lot. It's so stupid, cuz I KNOW what they think of me doesn't matter. I just get super shy and self-conscious, and I can barely concentrate on anything. Does this happen to anyone else? If so, what do you guys do when you start feeling like this? I started new pills for my hormones and stuff (check my profile for more info on what I'm going through) but itll probably take 2 weeks for them to start working. Sometimes I feel like I can't handle waiting that long...
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