I am costantly changing my mood from sad to happy to angry uncontrollably. I often get angry at my parents which makes my mom very upset. I don't mean to say or do any of the bad things, but I seem to have no controll over them. I'm starting with a new psycologist and I'm very worried because I've got so used to my old one that I'm not sure I will be able to get used to this one. Also I have fears about my future. I fear that because of how I act now I will end up being a criminal or something bad like that. I hate being bipolar! I can't seem to think of anything good about my self and I seem to have no self esteem. I also get annoyed with compliments and agree with insults. I'm worried that my life is going in the wrong direction. No one seems to know how I really feel. No one seems to understand the struggle I go through on a day to day basis. I wish I was just a normal 17 year old girl with out any problems. I just hope that something goes right in my life.
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