I called him a million times. He won't pick up his phone. I'm at one of the worst lows I've ever been in. I need to leave the house. I call my best friend, my only real friend. I need to go to her house. She's at a party at his house. The party I wasn't invited to. So thats why he wouldn't answer his phone. I need to leave the house. I can't be alone right now. I really can't be. My parents are away for the night. I need help. I was feeling terrible to begin with. And now I'm home alone and I can't go anywhere. I feel so fucking pathetic.
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