Heyheys! Lately I've been having problems with a bunch of friends so I'm sometimes a loner at school. I know that a lot of people outside of school and even in my school think I'm pretty nice and stuff like that, it's just that because of the circumstances, I dont really have a group of friends at school, apart from this group in 10th grade that is okay, but not really THAT close (in the way that they wouldn't mind if I wasnt there) and another group in 9th grade (Im in 9th grade) that have ditched me and been mean to me before and now, one day theyre nice to me and the other day theyre not. I dont really take it personally because I know its them thats the problem and not me, but still, I cant seem to fill the "emptiness" inside of me, even If i do have good self-esteem and all. I'm talking to a counselor and praying to jesus but it doesnt work. What can I do?
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