i have entertained the idea of joining some sort of forum for quite sometime, but i could never decide if it would be helpful or not. now that i feel as if i am at the end of my rope, i am reaching out in every direction i can manage. i'm liz. i am seventeen but in college (because i am a smarty pants), i have been clinically diagnosed for about three years, but i've been in therapy for as long as i can remember. i had/have a tendency to lie to my shrinkages because i resisted going on medication for as long as i could. but my head was ruining my life. my education, my relationships, my job, everything was failing. finally, my girlfriend of two years at the time said i need help or she was walking away. so here i am, on depakiote, exhausted and starting to fail, again. i don't know what to do.
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