I lost my dear, sweet Luann one month ago, June 4. I am off from work today and have been non-stop pacing this empty, lonely house all day. I paced the same way that horrible day a month ago. I haven't slept much and feel absolutely horrible. The Nationals baseball game will be on in a little bit and I'm hoping it will help some to watch. I don't have the same interest in things though. I am praying that this will pass before it affects me physically. The pain is pretty much unbearable right now..
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