I wonder everyday why was my brother chosen to leave this earth. He was an amazing kid. He was 16 but he had no problem showing effection towards any of our family or even his guy friends. He would always have a hug or a joke for everyone. He liked to pick on me about my cooking saying I always burnt things even it all came out perfect. He always would end a phone call with "love ya" NO MATTER WHO YOU WERE! Im just having a hard time dealing with why he had to leave. There are so many bad people out there and he was one of the really good ones. My whole family is in ruins and I just dont know what do to anymore.
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