ever since my mom died in december none of my friends have treated me the same. i mean she would hang out with some of them but i don't belive that they miss her as much as i do. they barley knew her because we just moved down here so she was not that close to them they all thought she was the collest mom ever. i was so close to her. i told her things i couldn't even tell my best friends. i just want things to go back to normal again
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