It seems like everything always happens at once and there is nothing you can do about it. It seems things go from bad to worse in a blink of an eye. I understand that God has a plan for us and that things happen for a reason but if he could just give them to us one at a time or spaced out a little then life would be somewhat easier to handle. The emotional upheaval is what takes the most out of us. The every day crap we can deal with. I am so exhausted emotionally. I just want to crawl into a hole and hide. I just want the world to go away. I just want to have a normal life for once. Momma I miss you and your hugs so much!! Daddy I miss your strength and wisdom. Tell "The Big Guy" to give us a break for awhile and let us be happy.
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