I have tried to guide my daughter in many different ways.I always wanted her to have a good life but could never make her realize that the choices she makes could effect the rest of her life or take it. drug use and depression she fought her whole life. It was a family battle and when she finally got clean the last 4 months she died in her sleep.The ME found no drugs in her urine. And know i feel i did not do enough to notice that she was ill. How does one cope with that. Where there is life there is hope, if there is no life then there is no hope. just a whole in my heart.
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