my only brother,dave has been missing now for almost 5yrs. we learned about a year ago that he was murdered,but his body/remains have yet to be found.my brother saved my life when i was 5 and i was almost kidnapped.if it wasn't for my brother,i wouldn't be here today!i miss him so much.just before he disappeared,we had a fight,and we both said thing's that we shouldn't have.i never got the chance to say i' sorry!!!it was hard enough for me to file the missing persons report,but the worst thing that was said to me by my mother was "it is my fault that this happened to dave" she blames me for his murder because i couldn't help him.i know that it had nothing to do with me,but the guilt i have may never go away.Dave was kind,caring,willing to help others,funny,etc, and jerks had to kill him.and for what??? he should be here with us!!!
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