it been 5 years since my fathers death and i still can't get past the grief. i still feel that he is going to walk in the door from one of his business trips. wow 5 years. my mother has remarried and my brother has moved on why can't i? is it because of the guilt i feel inside because it was my ex boyfriend who took his life? why am i stuck. why do i cry myself to sleep every night for 5 years.
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