It's been two months since my mother died and lately I am so angry. I know that I can't let all this emotion consume my life; I am alive, and I have a life to live, but this pain seems to be over whelming. Will this pain ever lessen? I feel so lost without her. I also feel guilty because I feel like I am "grieving more" for the death of my mother than I did with the death of my father in 2006. I just feel so lost without them. I want to be me again, and live my life, but I miss them so much it hurts. I just pray I find my peace like my parents find theirs.
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