Maybe it's just the rollercoaster ride. Maybe I'm tired. Maybe I'm seeing myself getting so little done...Not that I'm trying. I've been told my several people to "be kind" to myself. So, maybe I'm just doing that. But I'm feeling blue, and can't put my finger on it. Sort of a down feeling. I hear so much discussion about "feeling" a lost loved one - and I so wanted that before. Now, I'm not even sure how I feel for fear I'd be afraid. But I don't feel Mom's presence...Sure, I'm around her things - but it's not the same. And I do miss her.
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