My dad was killed when I was 12. Its been 17 years now. I am at that point in my life where I am having panic attacks and have started taking medication called Neravam. I went to counselers when I was younger and it didn't help really. I just can't seem to let it go. My family is of no help cause they don't want to talk about it. My mom and dad was divorced when he was killed and I never had a good relationship with my mother. Just the mention of his name makes her angry and she has nothing nice to say! I just want to know how to cope? The medicine just makes me sleepy it don't take away the hurt.
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