Hello, I am new to this site and have never been involved in a support group of any type...my question is "Where do I even begin?" My husband was murdered about 10 months ago and I don't know if I have even started the grieveing process or not. I know that I miss him every minute of every day, I cry regulary, however the thought of him and what we had together consumes me day AND night. It seems when I'm awake it's all I think of and when I get to sleep I dream of him and many situations to do with us. I keep trying to push forward and still come up STUCK. The pain is no less than as if it were yesterday, as a matter of fact it seems with time, it's only getting worse and I become more depressed. I just don't know what to do or what I am supposed to be feeling? Anyone out there with a perhaps similar situation, please respond with advice...Thank you!
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