I have been on DS sence Nov. and I can not say just how very much that it is helping me.I am so gratful to all of my DS freinds.But I have not saw any Grandmas here.Am I missing them.I know that there are other grandmothers that are going thru the pain of loseing a Grandchild.I know that there are Grandmothers that only get to see their Grandkids a few times a year. I feel so luckey that I have been able to see my three Grandkids on a daily bases.They truely have been the light of my life. But sence we lost Shawn I can not help but wonder that if I had not seen him ever day and if he had not been such a big part of my life,would it still hurt this bad.I do not know,but I do know that I would not give up the joy that Shawn and my two remaining Grandkids have given me. But sometimes the pain is all most more then I can stand.Where are the other Grandmas
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