I always take a long time to react to things. When my mom died by my side I could not grieve because I had to handle everything and make sure everyone was ok. Then since I had moved a few states away about 2 years before she died, I just almost denied that it happened. Its been almost 7 months now and I think im just now realizing that its real. It is a very crucial time at my job as I am runing for a very important promotion. But I cant seem to focus on it. I am in sells so focus is all you have I cant blow this but I dont know what to do.
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