It has been 6 months since my dad died and I miss him more now than ever. I cant think about him or a memory or about what happened without feeling worse. I feel like in some way, I failed him. That he tried to give me a sign and i ignored it. Also there were things he was doing i knew about and i didnt tell anyone or did i do anything to try to stop him. At the time i was taking the drugs with him, does that make me selfish? I dont anymore, take the drugs, but its too late for him and i dont think i will ever forgive myself for not telling our family.
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