my michae died from lung cancer on 3/25/o8. i can baely write this but i have too. how do you wake everyday knowing you'll never hear their voice, or the touch of their skin??? the hole in my being is very big and i DON'T think god . can fill it. i believe in my lord but i am falterng rght now. how do you keep living???? everyone tells me it will lessen, everyone calls just to see if i am still alive, everyone under the sun, except god. he doesn't bother to check in. i am lost like i've never been lost before. sorry.
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