(*(*(*Fearless*)*)*) I am so sorry for your loss. I know tht there are others here dealing with this, I never have. I also sent a message to management to see if there is a specific group for you.
Different people grieve differently, and time can be short or long. SInce you had a life time relationship with this man, I can imagine it will be very tough getting through this. I wish I knew how to help. Hoepfully those who have gone through this will see it and reply. Huggs Rainbow

So sorry for your loss!!!
Be patient with yourself AND take great care of YOU!!!
Journaling has helped me with lifes trials!!! Maybe if you write it all down, doesn't have to be on Daily Strength, just pour it out on paper.
Hope I helped alittle!
Be Careful with your wounded spirit. It can and will heal.
))))HUGS((((

i think that in time when you are ready to open your heart to someone new it will happen also try not to tell yourself to get over it you will get thru it only you will know when you re ready. different ways of loosing loved ones takes many different ways to deal with it

{{{{HUGS}}}
I understand how you are feeling,its not the same but close. My 17 yr old daughter Miranda was killed in car accident 3 yrs ago,Time has stood still for me,I cant seem to move past this. I go to counseling weekly, But still have not moved forward at all. I still live that day over and over in my mind.My counselor said we all deal with things in our own time,and at some point things will get better,so I keep praying. Don't be hard on yourself,it will come when you are ready. {{{HUGS}}}

I recently lost my fiancee of seven years. It was funny because we had a conversation and told him that when he was a hundred I'd still be a young girl of 89.(ha-ha) I was wondering when I would get over it so I can kind of feeling what you're feeling. But I can give this one bit of advice noone can tell you when you are ready to move on Only You.