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What do we do now?

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It has been 12 years since my sweet daddy left this earth.It broke me and I will forever be changed by it.I understand he was hurting and weary and God saw he was tired of walking this road so He called him home.It took me sooo long to realize that.I just started greiving my father as I have ran away from it all these yrs.Some days I feel like Im withering away but most days I try to remember his smile and make him proud.My sister,who also has ran from greiving,called me and said she got a copy of the death certificate.She told me they ruled it self administered overdose.What she told me next shook my world."One of the drugs he overdosed on was mamas and I think she killed him!!" How do I deal with this!!!! I have always pushed things away from my mind,like the fact that all drugs were locked in a safe box and mama was the only with the key to prevent daddy from abusing his painkillers.I AM FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW.How do I even talk to my mother again.How do I know what to beleive.It has been so long.OH GOD WHAT DO I DO
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I wish I could help & take the pain away.

I too have been running from the pain of death. I have tried & tried to pretend my boyfriend wasn't dead.

On Friday, I found out some things about my boyfriends death I didn't know. Why not as horrible, I did find out he hadn't told me how sick he really was. He knew he was dying.

you are in my prayers.
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Still struggling with this day to day,my sister refuses to speak to my mother and almost makes me feel like a traitor or an acomplice if I do.And I cant keep the thought out of my mind to even carry a conversation with her,I have debated going to her house but am scared something might come out and I promised my sister I wouldnt say a wrd.My sister has hired one of her collegues(LAWYER) and a private investigator.they are digging into this trying to find out.I just dont know if I want to know!!! I keep thinking about the stupid bird...My mom killed our bird with bleach when it wouldnt shut up.She never told us,we found out mistakenly after the bird died and we were removing the cage,the water bowl was filled with bleach..God how sick..I want so badly to run run run..That is my first reaction..But I cant or surely I will turn to the wrong thing to help me..This is truly one of the hardest things to have to deal with..Honestly I dont know the truth and I DONT KNOW IF I WANT TO FIND OUT.
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