everyone at my school knows that i have lossed my mom and they know that the cops came to my house they they treat me like i don't belong. all my friends think that i am messed up and they don't want to get involved with me. i mean just because i had a little break down dosn't mean that i am not the same person. all i want is to have my friends back. is that so much to ask for. yeah okay they all feel like i am hopeless because i took a couple of weeks off after my mom died it was so hard for me i was just so lost i feel like part of me is missing. it is so hard with out her me and her were so close. i was so connected to her. we got along better then her and my dad were at least that is how i felt.
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