Well to all of you that are wondering if I went to church....I did, it was a good feeling, the service was rather short, but had a good message. I have not talked to my grandma, she usually calls me everyday, but she did not today. I know her wish is for me to go to church with her, but I think that my happiness should mean more than that to her, hers does to me. I am planning to go back next week. I have felt stronger today than I have in awhile. I even talked about my brothers death without crying, and that is something I can rarely do. I am hanging on. LEAH
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