Oh these waves of saddness are almost debilitating to me. How do you get up in the morning and go on with your day? I can't take a shower without having this come over me. I am just so totally heart broken. I know we all think "why my child" I know I am still in the "early" stages of this, but it feels like it is eating me alive. I feel bad for everybody around me it is like I am making them suffer in this hell right along with me. There is no real way to "cope" and "move on" from this. Where do I go from here?
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