I am more sad now than I was when Mike first died? I know you have to walk throught the dark before you can see the light again, but I was hopeing it would not be quite so dark. I am having trouble sleeping, grinding my teeth and have some bad luck ( I crashed my car up, I am o.k. just have a sore back ) I am just so lonely even thought there are lots of people around who love me. I don't know how to get out of this cave I seem to have crawled into? I am so scared that I will slip back into the depression I had after my dad died.
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