Please bear with me as I'm 56 and not really computer literate so it takes me a while to figure out how to work on a site like this. I'm not trying to ignore anyone , but I see I have new friends and I don't know how to get to them to talk or how to use my journal , etc. Haven't had much time to be on since my husband is rapidly declining and I spend all my time with him when he is awake. This is so hard. I have a million things running through my mind all at once. Part of my brain is trying to make plans- - and making me feel guilty--and the rest of me is crying. Please pray for us. I have no female family members other than my daughter and she is falling apart too. So,I've been holding everything in for so long. You all are my first support. I've needed someone to talk to for so long. Thank you all for being there. Sandy
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