Is has been a week today since the furnell for my mom. Went to work(it's my own business) for the second time since she died. Had to work 4hour and after 1hour i wanted to go.I have pet store so peolpe need infor. and i just could not talk just what i had to say and that is not me. I had puppies in and just could not care. I alway have treat for them but just wan them in and out.My staff has been good but they needed time off to, so when 1pm came i was out(time served).I had order to do and could not think i just looked at a blank page.Had to feed fish could not find the food i put it down and forgot where.Walked around not knowing for what.The paper work is pileing up and i have paer work to do for my mom and just dont know how.So lost and alone even losing my voice don't know whybut it's just about gone and it's not for talking for most for the time i just say in bed.How can i get back to work???what is wrong with me???
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