Ever have a day that you just have a total melt down? I haven't had one of those really until today. My daughter went back to college today(8 hours away) and keep thinking that she will only be home for short stays (she has her own place at college)from now on. Feels like another loss in my life. Even though we talk almost every day on the internet it still is hard to be without her home. She took her dog and cat back with her. So just me, hubby, dog and horses at home. We are not people who go out much so most days we just go to work (we own the business) and then home again. Weekends are for doing whatever needs to be done at home. Money has been really tight and business not so great. Thats another stress. And to top it all off I miss my Mom so much today. I just couldn't stop crying. Sometimes I just wish God wouldn't give us so much all at once to deal with. I know he doesn't give us anymore than we can handle but boy oh boy I sure wish he would lighten the load on occasion.
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