tomorrow is my mums birthday. its the third birthday i'll spend withowt her. things seem 2 just get harder the longer im not with her. i want to go with her.......i really really want to go with her. the people i live with dont even know its her birthday tomorrow...............how can the world have just forgotten such an important day ? theres only me left..........and i want to go with her so much. i miss her so much.
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